Wednesday, May 14, 2014

sandpoint, idaho august 2013. family friends & a wedding.

my cousin elene got married last summer in beautiful sandpoint, idaho.  we also have good friends who were living in sandpoint at the time so we had the perfect excuse to go for a visit, see a beautiful area we had not yet discovered and spend wonderful time with family and friends.


the trip up to sandpoint was loooong.  about 9 hour drive in the middle of the night through fog.  i drove almost the whole way and avoided what i counted of 19 deer (4 fawns), 2 foxes and a coyote.  the kids did well, as we left at dinner time and they fell asleep around 9 p.m.  i believe we pulled in at our friends' nels and rachel's house at 4 a.m.

we had a short night's rest and then ventured out the next day after playing with our friends in the morning (they still had some family visiting from Utah that we overlapped a little).  rachel you are a champ for letting us come amongst the craziness!!!

we decided to take the day and tour coeur d' alene, which is a beautiful lake-side town that had an almost coastal feel.  after window shopping in downtown we decided to treat ourselves to a fancy lunch at the dockside restaurant.



we spent almost $100 on lunch but the view and the fun of doing something fancy and spontaneous was worth it.  chris and i enjoyed some calamari with delicious dipping sauces, sandwiches, burgers and fries.  the kids had their own special little burgers and sides and we decided to top it all off with some sundaes.  the kids shared one and chris and i ordered their specialty to share.  it was de-li-cious!!!



the kids enjoyed the fish tank on the way in






                          

when we got outside there were gorgeous red geraniums everywhere.  it reminded me of some of the coastal hotels in new england.




the docks went all around the marina so and there was an awesome bridge so we took a walk and enjoyed the scenery.



we were going to go swimming at this beach but decided to head back to sandpoint as we were pretty tired.



on the way home our van literally broke down just as we turned into our friends' driveway.  it literally just stopped.  luckily they had a friend in the ward who was a mechanic who came over and took a look.  we needed a new water pump, so off it was hauled to his shop and got fixed a day or two later.  again, rachel was a champ and chauffeured us around since we had family plans with the wedding to attend!!!



we spent the second day of our vaca boating and swimming at a lakehouse with the family.  morning started off with a delicious pot-luck breakfast.  zachary and olivia stayed behind with auntie donna



while the rest of us headed out to a shallow "sandbar" in the middle of lake pend oreille that allowed us to stand and swim around.  we enjoyed some ultimate frisbee and football in the water. my cousin snapped this pic of me and chris, which makes me look naked and feels slightly paparazzi-ish.



my cousins rad, arison and lorraine


we all got cleaned up later and enjoyed a BBQ lakeside with a bonfire.

my cousin lorraine and her husband, geoff and my cousin arison and her husband, rad


me and my girl cousins...
elene, lorraine and arison

my cousin elene (bride-to-be) with her mom, my aunt brenda and her older sister, lorraine


at the bonfire: my cousin alison and her auntie lorraine


chris and zach chillin' by the fireside 



the next day we went for a walk on a lovely nature trail.  the kids loved the boardwalk and exploring of course.  trying to get good pics of 8 kids...

brady, hazel (love her socks!), lilie, elsie, zach and clara in stroller, olivia and violet








the wedding.

the venue was beautiful.  elene's colors really popped and it was a nice time for everyone.  she was absolutely stunning.  i was so glad that we could make it to support her and brady in the beginning of their marriage.  it was special to be there with our family together.

mr. & mrs. brady steinke

the cakes




cutting the cake

                          

first dance


dancing with her "pa," step-father, mike



dancing with her father, roger







a fun "guest list." everyone signed on the place where they came from to attend the wedding





i love this picture.  i think my hubby looks *hot*



cousins: arison, isaac and me


lorraine and geoff

my aunt brenda and unlce mike

my aunt donna, uncle jim and cousin megan


my cousin alden and chris

with alden and ana


my auntie donn-donn





rachel took me blueberry picking! it was absolutely delightful, and i'm very glad that she thought so too since she'd already gone several times in the week before.  i was able to bring home enough blueberries to last me until next blueberry season!  we've enjoyed smoothies, muffins and blueberry pancakes.  oh that is something i miss so much from back home in maine.  we went blueberry picking every summer and ate so many blueberries that our bellies hurt.




later we went swimming at the beautiful sand point beach.  i wish i had taken more pictures here and i could have sworn i did, but we must have been having too much fun.

here's a cute one of rachels' little clara (same age as zach)


after swimming ice cream!



the little princesses: elsie, olivia and violet


we had so much fun with our friends even though the time was short and we had wedding activities going on.  zach and clara made me laugh with their hilarious get-ups.  all the kids got along quite well, and if you ask me you could {hardly} tell that there were 8 little children under the age of 9 running around!!!  thank you so much nels and rachel for being some of our bestest friends and for letting us stay with you!!!



brady and lilie are the same age as well.  they first met on her birthday and his blessing day when he was 5 weeks old!  they are so silly together...maybe a cute match someday?!





the only pictures i'm now missing are a group pic of all of the kids in a circle, a group of me, chris, nels and rachel in a circle and then a pic of the four of us all standing...i'll be happy with all the ones i recovered and we'll have to recreate the others the next time we're all together again!

deuteronomy chapters 5-9.

Moses begins by reminding the people that the Lord had made a covenant with them personally and that they had heard His voice out of the midst of fire.

the Lord had given them the commandments (vs. 7-21) and the people were afraid because they heard the Lords' voice and knew that this did not happen to very many people.  instead of being grateful and amazed at this great mercy and miracle, they were afraid that because they had heard the Lord's voice he would destroy them.  the Lord of course is disappointed in the people and laments that if they would only listen they would be well, as would their children and generations forever (vs. 29).

Moses entreats the people to teach their children diligently (ch. 6 vs. 2) and to remember the commandments and the gospel as they make it a constant part of their lives.  "And thou shalt bind them for a sign upon thine hand, and they shall be as frontlets between thine eyes, And thou shalt write them upon the posts of thy house, and on they gates" (vs. 8 and 9).

the people actually did write gospel doctrines and commandments on smaller pieces of paper that were then rolled or folded up and put in a locket of sorts (frontlet) and then worn around their foreheads, symbolic of constantly remembering what the Lord has given us and taught us and being foremost on our minds.  God meant this to be symbolic, but the people took it literally after their return from Babylon (after the time of Moses and these children of Isreal) and created new laws to wear frontlets or phylacteries (small boxes containing selected verses of the law).  today many Jews still take part in this custom.

the Lord would continue to cause miracles for those who continued to follow Him; but for those who did not and forgot Him, He would cause to perish, just as He would cause to perish other nations and people that stood before the Israelites.  Moses reminds the people that it is not because of their righteousness that the Lord has blessed them; they have angered the Lord through their rebellion and stiffneckedness.  they turned from Him when He gave them the commandments and other miracles.  when Moses received the written tablets of the 10 commandments upon the mount he had previously prayed 40 days and 40 nights while fasting with no bread and no water for the people that God would spare them and not destroy them, remembering his covenants to Abraham, Isaac and Jacob. (ch. 9)

i can't help but compare us today to the children of Israel again.  God has covenanted with us and we have covenanted with Him to keep His commandments and always remember Him; yet we falter, and forget and sometimes rebel.  this is why we have His atonement, to turn His anger from us when we are willing to humble ourselves and follow Him again.

it is easy to read the bible and the overview of the children of Israel and question why they couldn't just believe, and have faith and follow.  yet we have a prophet living today that guides and leads us and we struggle to follow as well.  it is human nature, the carnal man.  there is a saying by Alexander Pope (1688-1744), that "to err is human, to forgive is divine."  i say, "to err is human, to repent {and change} is divine."

Tuesday, May 13, 2014

day dreamin.'

obviously a totally random post, when i should be taking pictures of our new pad {er cleaning, so i can take pictures}...but i can't stop thinking about a few things.  it's like i have ADD right now and i'm blaming it all on becoming a renter again.  i'm {mostly} unpacked and decorated.  sure there are plenty of things to do {like make my kids lunch} or {do my scripture study}...but i have these ideas in my head and i have more "free" time right now to daydream?...

i have several short-term goals for the next year or two.  first of all is making a baby...currently halfway done with that process and going good =)  baby boy will arrive sometime mid-september. mommy feeling much better these days and actually not very pre-occupied with thoughts of his  arrival. baby #4 just kind of seems to blend into our lives more...sorry fella but it's just the truth.  we are non-the-less excited, but i got this.  i'm not crazy busy reading birth stories or "how to" books.  i've got pretty much everything i need and there's no nursery to prepare.  this little one will have his claim on a bassinet by my side of the bed and that's all the space he gets here in this little home.

goal #2- get out of debt.  we've been working on this for years, but i'm still not quitting.  after seeing some actual progress during the past 6 months i have new hope and am rededicated to living a lifestyle below our means so we can make this a reality.  by the next time we move i want to be in a different financial situation, free and clear from paying others for things we have.  i just imagine everything we could do and buy and how much we could save every month if we weren't paying more than a double-mortgage toward debt!  oh to be free and clear, free and clear.  you may hear me shouting from the mountaintops when it happens.  this months' motivation is that we will be student loan debt-free next month!  ahhhh....

next up?  i really and super seriously dreaming of a vintage camper restoration.  i forsee us renting for the next several years.  this girl needs a project and i have wanted one for a loooooog time, even before it was the *popular* thing.  when i was a little girl i loved all of the vintage blankets and baubles at my grandmothers' houses and the pretty things my mom had on her china hutch.  as a teenager i began a little obsession with vintage VW buses.  everytime my best friend and i saw one we had to take a picture to add to our little dream scrapbook.  i am still in love with VW buses and would absolutely love to have one some day but hubby does not share the same interest (not even a smidge) and i have decided that acquiring and restoring a vintage camper would be more of a middle ground and quite awesome for our family.

i used to think that people who used campers for camping were sissies.  then i moved out west. camping out west is just a different ballgame.  like, you know- grizzly bears running right through your campsight...yeah, not very fly with me and yes, that actually happened! 

i started scouring craigslist for campers several years ago and was actually quite shocked at the prices for even 70's yucky campers that were just complete eyesores!  enter in my new love for restoring vintage campers.  shasta, serro scotty, roadrunner....there are a ton more, but if it was made in the 60's i love it.  the 70's, well things started getting ugly. so, i really, really want a vintage camper.  i want to pay less than $1000 for one. 


*sidenote:* when brady was 2 years old we actually lived in a camper for 6 months...no joke!

i have narrowed down what i want and it's either aqua or red and white on the outside...

 and that picnic blanket is so beautiful and i love those patio lights as well...
(pictures from here)


i like the idea of having an awning, but not sure i'd ever get around to it and i certainly wouldn't pay to have one made, those buggers are super expensive!!! and i'm pretty sure we would never have a resident flamingo. (original post of this one pic was on a for sale site, but i got the pic from here).


the inside of this camper is almost exactly what i have envisioned!  i would paint the interior a crisp white though and seal it with lots of poly for durability.  the color scheme, polka dots, pennant banner, vintage fan, checked floor and robin's egg blue stove...oh my i love it so much!

 
(pictures from here)

i dream of a black and white checkered linoleum floor just like the above (i like that it has a texture to it) and red, aqua, blue and white accents. think vintage inspired independence day.  quilts and afghans, pennant banners, maybe some baubles {NO ruffles}. yup it's going to be pretty dang amazing. 

and it has to have a full - queen bed for me and chris, an overhead bunk and a table seating area that also transforms into a bed.  i would LOVE either a red, white or robin's egg blue/aqua stove.  none of those avocado green or icky brown stoves...eeek.  i know you can get stoves powder coated but it's also the look i'm going for.  in the 60's everything still had that retro rounded look and then for some reason in the 70's everything became brown or green and angular.


i love this row of hanging mugs over the sink...



last goal, maybe not for the next 2 years.  i'm thinking more like within the next 3-5 years...i want a farmhouse.  yes, i do.  with acreage (not TOO much) but enough to be secluded, have trees, a pond




space to run and play, chickens and children to roam...(gonna be a LOT of convincing to get chickens).  i want to have gardens and fruit trees and an awesome barn and tire swings and flowing water and starry nights.  oh that would be bliss.  i can't do the "see your neighbor" from your bathroom thing.  it doesn't work for me.  there is so much space out there, why do "they" insist on cramming everyone in like sardines.  what a waste.  



love this, but think shutters, thicker siding and chunkier columns on porch and mouldings around windows.  i like a blend between farmhouse and craftsman styles. i'm also not really into tin roofs, but i suppose they last a long time and it does sound cool when it rains...and look at those pendant lights on the porch!

 (pic from here)


am i the only one who can see the amazing potential of this place?!

(pic from here)



 
these places are just going to become dust if no one comes along and restores them. they just don't make houses like this anymore.  i mean, actually it makes me really mad the kind of cheap, builder's grade, slapped together houses that are springing up everywhere.  it's a slap in the face to real craftsmen.

i's sure chris thinks i'm absolutely crazy and he might never, ever concede to an undertaking like these...he almost couldn't fathom the remodel that we did on our 1970's house in IF, but look how that turned out!

a place like this one has a different look with a color scheme i really like.  i'm not sure if i would want color though as i think i lean more towards traditional white and brick...



look at how this 106-year old dilapitated farmhouse was saved and restored back to its' rightful glory!
it had sat vacant for 25 years, and that was after it had been split into 6 different apartment units...


(i definitely would have removed that weird little window that's off from everything else...kind of throws things for me, but what an amazing job!)

Monday, May 12, 2014

deuteronomy. chapters 1-4.

"what's the book of Deuteronomy about?" the Sunday school teacher asked...no hands, no responses.  i felt awkward, sad, that i could not speak out as others around me seemed to falter as well.  i am a latter-day saint, i am preparing myself and my family to usher in the coming of our Savior, Jesus Christ, surely i should know the scriptures better.  surely i should have known what the book {and other books} for that matter in the scriptures teach us.  if i do not know, then how can the scriptures affect my life.  how can i follow the teachings when i don't know what the teachings are.

Deuteronomy. i don't know...another book in the Bible.

the lesson- "Lest ye forget..."  I cannot forget what i do not know.  i cannot progress if i do not learn.

yesterday i felt a simple yet strong need to repent, by which i mean that i need to change my ways.  how many, many things do i place before me to occupy my time instead of enriching myself with gospel study?  how often have i taken for granted my PRIVILEGE and OPPORTUNITY to have the FULLNESS of the gospel at my fingertips.  "what are you doing with that privilege?" my Relief Society teacher question.

yesterday we attended our new ward here in tooele for the first time.  i could't help feeling a nervousness at starting new again and a sadness at leaving familiarity and ward family behind in idaho.  but yesterday, i was exactly where the Lord needed me to be.  i NEEDED to hear the things that were taught to me by my instructors and through the Spirit especially.

i need to do better.  much, much better.  the Lord expects it of me.  i have a great responsibility ahead, i can feel it and i need to prepare.  i need to become a scholar of the scriptures and the gospel.  i need to be able to share the gospel readily.  the Spirit can only teach through me if i know what i am talking about, if i have testimony, if i have done my part to prepare.

"please, brothers and sisters, i urge you to go home and read Deuteronomy.  fall down in prayer to your Father in Heaven and evaluate what you need to do in your lives to follow the commandments He teaches us here."

i listened.  i began reading today, and *wow*, i am humbled.

Deuteronomy is the 5th and final book of Moses, taking place approximately 40 years after the Israelites were brought out of Egypt by God.  This book is a result of Moses being called upon by God to make a final recitation to the children of Israel of all that befell them during their 40 years in the wilderness and what the Lord expects of them as they enter the land of promise.

Deuteronomy 1:  Moses is nearing the end of his life.  He has been traveling and travailing in the wilderness for almost 41 years with the people of Israel.  "why don't they listen?  why do they so easily forget the Lord?  why can't they seem to acknowledge the hand of the Lord in their lives?" we may all ask.  common gospel doctrine discussion of how "naughty" the people of Israel where....really?  i don't think we're studying the children of Israel.  no, not really, we're studying us.  yup, us.  "why don't WE listen?  why does it takes us so long to see the hand of the Lord in  OUR lives?  why can't we remember?"

Moses is reminding the people that the Lord gave them the opportunity soon after leaving Egypt to enter a land of inheritance, but the people were afraid to enter the land, to follow the instructions of the Lord. They doubted that God would protect them (ch 1: 19-33).

vs. 29 "...Dread not, neither be afraid of them." (meaning those in the Lands that they would have to conquer to possess the land). vs. 30 "The LORD your God which goeth before you, he shall fight for you, according to all that He did for you in Egypt before your eyes; (31) And in the wilderness, where thou hast seen how that the LORD thy God bare thee, as a man doth bare his son, in all the way that ye went, until ye came into place. (32) Yet in this thing ye did not believe in the LORD your God, (33) Who went in the way before you, to search you out a place to pitch your tents in, in fire by night, to shew you by what way ye should go, and in cloud by day."

God had provided all for them and they still did not believe that he would protect them if they followed his instructions in entering the land of inheritance.  how do we not believe that God will protect and provide for us?  how often do we doubt His hand?

Because they refused to exercise faith in God 39 years earlier when he gave them the opportunity to inherit a land he had provided for them, all Israelites who were adults at that time- except Moses, Joshua, and Caleb- would die in the wilderness before inheriting their land of promise. This is one main reason why it took 39 years of the people living in the wilderness before they were able to receive the promise of a land that was provided for them!

The new generation of Isrealites had exhibited faith in God and were prepared to now enter the land of promise, which Moses knew he would not enter, as the Lord had told him he wouldn't.  He is as a parent, soon to pass on, who needs to tell His children everything He feels He has failed to teach them, and was given the opportunity by the Lord to instruct the people before they would pass on before him.

He taught the people in the land of Moab, just east of the Jordan River and the promised land, after which Moses was translated, or taken into heaven without tasting death (see Alms 45:19)



use your scriptures, footnotes, gospel manuals and other LDS resources to understand the scriptures better.  I am able to grasp and retain information better when I glean from several sources and take notes for my future reference.  this post will be long and word-heavy for sure, but it's mostly for me to be able to understand the scriptures and teach my children.  i want to draw parallels between the scriptures and the latter-days.  it helps me understand the relevance as to why we have all of the historical information in the scriptures and what we can learn personally from these histories of peoples.

The first four chapters of Deuteronomy are a "remembering" of Israelite history.  According to the Bible Dictionary, the word Deuteronomy means "repetition of the law."

On over TWENTY occasions in Deuteronomy, Moses tells the people to REMEMBER, REMEMBER LEST YE FORGET, or FORGET NOT the teachings they have received.  are we not the same?  are we not CONSTANTLY REMINDED what we have been taught?  remember, remember.  what can i do to remember?  obviously the natural man needs to take extra steps to remember what we have been taught.

some of the things we talked about yesterday in Sunday School to help us remember were all of the standard answers like Family Home Evening, personal and family prayer, scripture study, church and class attendance, temple attendance, wearing and honoring our garments...standard, typical answers.  but completely necessary for us TO DO in order to REMEMBER. how often do we NOT DO these things?  they are simple and they are required of us.

again, i say i was humbled by the simplicity of the things i need to BE DOING.

Remembering also entails seeing the hand of God in our lives and REMEMBERING it.  How often does he bless us and we forget?  How often do we feel neglected by God when it is us, who have neglected Him?  If we would open our eyes and see around us all that we have and are...with nothing extra provided us, we are so blessed far and above so many others! but we are provided with extra, so much extra.

Israelite blessings
manna, water stricken from a rock, raw meat to eat safely in the wilderness, clothing that lasted them, guidance by fire and cloud...complete guidance and instruction by God of how to conquer their enemies and receive lands that God Himself had provided for them.

blessing of posterity
vs. 10- the first promise "the Lord your God hath multiplied you, and, behold, ye are this day as the stars of heaven for multitude (TG seed of Abraham). vs. 11 (The Lord God of your fathers make you a thousand times so many more as ye are, and bless you, as he hath promised you!)"

blessing of good leadership/structure
i also want to touch on something i see as a blessing in moses' leadership as we speak of the great multitude of people he was leading.  he goes on to state in vs. 12 "How can I myself alone bear your cumbrance, and your burden, and your strife?"

Moses then organizes the people in leadership, captains over 1000's, 100's, 50's, 10's and officers among the tribes (vs. 13-17).  He teaches the people to choose wise and prominent leaders among their tribes, men who feared God.  He organized judges who would deal justly, unbiased.

i love how the Lord prepared Moses to be a leader through his upbringing as a prince of Egypt. Moses had been prepared in the courts of Egypt and had gained much experience in military and other responsibilities (Acts 7:22- "And Moses was learned in all the wisdom of the Egyptians, and was mighty in words and in deeds")  Politics must have been a major portion of his training.  When he became a shepherd he undoubtedly spent thousands of hours caring for his sheep, and most certainly realized the striking resemblance between people and sheep (as David does in psalms 23).  He was also humble, unconcerned with wordly wealth and comforts and more concerned with relationships with God and others.  These skills, directed by a strong relationship with God, made Moses a model leader of people.

He delegated to others to lead and resolve conflicts that he did not need to be involved in, but the biggest and most important conflicts he would preside over when necessary (Deut. ch 1. vs. 17).

He also listened to the guidance and advice from others, such as his father-in-law Jethro, who wisely counseled him to organize the people into self-governing groups (Exodus 18:13-27).  I liken this to our prophet, Joseph Smith who said, "I teach them [the people] correct principles and they govern themselves" (quoted by John Taylor, Millenial Star, 15 Nov. 1851, p. 339- www.lds.org)

this makes me want to digress upon another subject i need to learn more about and get better at implementing, and that is teaching my children to govern themselves with correct principles.  for another day of study...

returning back to the organization of leadership, it was brought to my attention during a lesson in idaho falls several weeks ago that Joseph Smith also paralleled Moses' strategy when he organized Zion's Camp in groups of 50's and 10's, with a captain over each.  It was during Zion's Camp that true unity and loyalty was formed amongst the brethren who endured those hardships, and out of which the new leadership and structure of the church was formed with the formation of the Twelve Apostles, all of which men who were called had participated in Zion's Camp.

i am sure it was the same with their journeying in the wilderness, that the true leadership of the Israelites sprang forth from their hardships during that time.

we see more parallels between the Old Testament leadership of Moses and our latter-day prophet, Brigham Young as described in a talk given by Russell M. Nelson, "The Exodus Repeated" (Ensign, July 1999).  this is all so very interesting to me...

"Brigham Young was likewise prepared for his leadership role. In the march of Zion's Camp he had observed the leadership of the Prophet Joseph Smith under difficult conditions.  [He] aided in the removal of the Prophet Joseph Smith from Kirtland...and directed the move of the persecuted saints from Missouri to Nauvoo.  For both the Israelites and the Saints, civil and ecclesiastical law were unified under one head.  Moses bore that responsibility for his people.

Brigham Young- the modern Moses (D&C 103: 16 "Therefore, I will raise up unto my people a man, who shall lead them like as Moses led the children of Israel") - led the latter-day Saints' movement west, with the Lord's blessing.

Moses and Brigham Young followed parallel patterns of governance (D&C 136: 1-3 "The Word and Will of the Lord concerning the Camp of Israel in their journeyings to the West: Let all the people of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, and those who journey with them, be organized into companies, with a covenant and promise to keep all the commandments and statutes of the Lord our God.  Let the companies be organized with captains of hundreds, captains of fifties, and captains of tens, with a president and his two counselors at their head, under the direction of the Twelve Apostles."

Brigham Young then proceeded to organize the large group of men, women, and children for an orderly migration {or EXODUS} to the West.

Nelson goes on to state that: "We lament that leaders of both groups had to endure dissension from their close associates.  On occasion Moses encountered opposition from his beloved Aaron and Miriam (Numbers 12: 1-11).  Latter-day saint leaders also suffered contention among their trusted associates."

are we not asked today to follow our leaders and not participate in murmuring against them?  it is indeed one of our responsibilities.  not to follow blindly, but to uphold those whom the Lord has called.  we can always receive a witness for ourselves when we pray to the lord to soften our hearts if we are experiencing questions or problems with leadership.

"Nevertheless, the same unified pattern of government will come again when the Lord shall be "King over all the earth" (Ps. 47:2) and govern from Zion and Jerusalem."

we will have the same organized leadership under the Savior as he has placed upon the earth today through our prophet and apostles.  i love that it all makes sense.

"The journey from Egypt to Mount Sinai took about three months (Exodus 19:1).  The journey from Winter Quarters to the valley of the Great Salt Lake also took about three months (111 days).  The destination for each group was described by the Lord as a land flowing with milk and honey.  The pioneers turned their wilderness into a fruitful field and made the desert blossom as a rose- precisely as prophesied by Isaiah centuries before (Isaiah 32: 15-16; Isaiah 35:1)."

There are also many miracles that have been shared: "Both groups shared many miracles that are memorialized annually.  The celebration of the Passover [was instituted to commemorate the passing over of the houses of the children of Israel in Egypt when God smote the firstborn of the Egyptians, and more generally their redemption from Egypt] (Bible Dictionary).  Each July we repeat legendary stories of our pioneers.  Both groups traversed deserts, mountains, and valleys of untamed wilderness. Ancient Israelites left Egypt via the parted waters of the Red Sea 'as by dry land' (Hebrews 11:29). The pioneers left the United States crossing the wide waters of the Mississippi River- frozen to become a highway of ice."

certainly this is a part of the fulfillment of the gathering of the 12 tribes. in Isaiah 19:23, it states: "In that day shall there be a highway out of Egypt."  In 2 Nephi ch. 21 vs. 11, "And it shall come to pass in that day that the Lord shall set his hand again the second time to recover the remnant of his people which shall be left, from Assyria, and from Egypt, and from Pathros, and from Cush, and from Elam, and from Shinar, and from Hamath, and from the islands of the sea" (simply meaning that the children of Israel had been scattered and are to be gathered by the hand of the Lord).  vs. 12 "And he shall set up an ensign for the nations, (see October 1989 talk by President Gordon B. Hinckley entitled "An Ensign to the Nations" for further understanding) and shall assemble the outcasts of Israel, and gather together the dispersed of Judah from the four corners of the earth"...vs. 16 "And there shall be a highway for the remnant of his people which shall be left...like as it was to Israel in the days that he came up out of the land of Egypt."

for those who are waiting for the gathering of Israel to take place, it has already begun!  the gathering is not only physical, but also spiritual, as more and more peoples of the world and able to have access to the gospel of Jesus Christ and are coming unto Him spiritually.

Back to Nelson's talk: "The book of Exodus reports that quail were  miraculously provided to feed the hungry people ancient Israel (Exodus 16:13, Numbers 11:32, Ps. 105: 40).  The pioneers had an equivalent experience.  After the last of them had been driven out of Nauvoo, many were sick and some had died.  Their provisions were meager.  On the river bottoms near Montrose, Iowa on 9 October 1846, many quail miraculously flew into camp.  The quail were cooked and fed to some 640 destitute people.  It was also miraculous that a permanent settlement survived in the valley of the Great Salt Lake.  Plagued by crickets destroying their crops, seagulls flew in, ate the insects and became a great miracle among the saints.  God preserved ancient Israel from plagues sent upon Egypt (Exodus 15:26) and similarly, God preserved the Saints from the plague of the crickets, the plague of the United States Civil War, which caused more American deaths than any other war."

Nelson does not go into detail here, i researched this to remember what took place.  i found that the miracle was that preceeding the Civil War there had been a great influx of indians heading in and through the Utah Territory and troops had been stationed there to protect against raids.  Mineral deposits and ore found by soldiers encouraged migration of non-Mormon settlers in Utah.  However, at the onset of the war, the War Department pulled Federal Troops out of the Territory and reassigned them to other regions where they were more immediately needed to quell the brewing rebellion.  The void of military presence in Utah allowed the Church to regain control over their territory, and the Nevada and Colorado Territories sprung forth as a result of trying to organize non-Mormons in the area.

For both the Israelites and the Saints, their trials forged great strength.  i believe this is a main understanding that God is trying to help us "get" through reading these scriptures.  recognize and REMEMBER his hand in our lives and GAIN STRENGTH from our trials!!!  it's a natural process that God uses to strengthen the strong and empower us to endure to the end.

i am committing myself to strive harder to recognize God's hand in my life.  i want to be full of gratitude and have a resulting happier outlook and more positive view of the future.  "For I, the Lord, have put forth my hand to exert the powers of heaven; ye cannot see it now, yet a little while and ye shall see it, and know that I am" (D&C 84:119).  i may not always be able to understand right away but with faith in God all will reveal itself in time.  i have already learned this many times in my life as i look back upon my blessings or how things have worked out in my life and the lives of my family.

when we recognize not His hand in our lives and don't exhibit faith in Him, He will withdraw from us, as He did from the Israelites (Deut. 1:42) "I am not among you."  It will be up to us to repent and take the necessary time to come back unto God.

he has given us the fullness the gospel, just as the children of Israel (Deut. 4: 8) "And what nation is there so great, what hath statutes and judgements so righteous as all this law, which I set before you this day?" (9) "Only take heed to thyself, and keep thy soul diligently, LEST THOU FORGET the things which thine eyes have seen, and lest they depart from thine heart all the days of thy life: but teach them..."


Sunday, April 27, 2014

what the kids are saying



 I came across some funny quotes while clearing off my desktop hard drive that i don't believe ever got posted. Now I need to go back and document funny things Zach has said because I'm pretty sure that I haven't been writing down much from the little fella.

Olivia-
18 months:
  • “hi daddy!”
  • “no Brady!”
  • “hi mommy!”
  • “where daddy” (or brady, or mommy)
  • “ no wan dis”  (I don’t want this)
  • “wat-a-way-way” (water)
  • “drink”
  • “sleep”
  • “ah nigh nigh” (go night night)
  • “halt!”  (sticking hand out)
22 months:
·         “i need a driaaank!”  (drink)
·         does not like peas, carrots, cucumbers, grapefruit
·         "let’s go!  i all done!" (when we said amen at church and when we were on a plane and the plane was landing)
·         "more cereal!  i all done!"
·         “dere’s water everywhere!” (tub)
·         "i hot!" (when she put on her pair of sunglasses)
·         when she got her hot pink cast for her broken leg- "ooooh nice!"
  
Brady:  (5 years)
·         “this is the best dinner i’ve ever had!”  (hamburger helper)  “i’m going to gobble it all up!!!”
·         he found a worm in the garden at my friend melodys' house when she was watching him and olivia and declared that he was a mexican worm and his name was to be Nacho Bozo Graf.
·         he became obsessed with the idea of having a mexican dog, specifically a chihuahua that he wanted to name “tortilla”


(while on a trip to Maine, June 2010)
Brady:
-“pizza, ug, they probably have canned lobster on it”
-"corn on the cob! yeah! they’ll suck on that for a week!" (feeding the chickens with grammie)
- there is a family in the yarmouth branch where we went to church that brady would call "the Sister Nancy Thomases" instead of just "the Thomases."  one of their sons' names is Tanner and he was around 12 when we moved to Idaho.  I asked Brady if he remembered Tanner and he said, "yeah, but the last time I saw him he was just a boy!
- we went on a hike up "the Beehive" in Acadia National Park with the Daltons, some of our good friends.  On the way up Brady told our friend, Greg "I'm not really a Jedi you know!"

Livy: 
- "mom!!! shhhh! you go time out!"
-olivia was dragging a box down the stairs with her: "hi, you coming?...Was yur name? I'm Libia!"
-to our dog Captain: "Hi doggy!  Hi puppy!  Hi Taptain!!!  Hi doggy"  (...and repeat)


Brady
·         (reading scriptures about repenting and becoming clean:  Daddy- “Brady, how do we become clean?”  Brady- “By getting baptized and by taking baths!”
·         09/10 “After all these years I finally have a job!”  (told to me upon picking him up after his first day of school)
·         09/10 started sleeping on the top bunk, makes his own bed, brushes his own teeth, puts his own clothes in the dirty laundry and fold jammies for the next night, likes earning stickers for these chores
·         10/20/10 What kind of eggs do you want?  “Slimy ones like a booger!”
·         "Oooooh that is GRUESOME!"
·         "Olivia!  That is NOT an appropriate decision!"


Olivia- 28 months (November 2010)
·         “Dis wuz yummy dinner ma!”
·         “Open da door! Dad!  Please open da door!  You are not busy!”
·         “Never, ever, never again!” (when asked to go on the froggy potty)

Brady- 5 ½ years (November 2010)
·         enjoys watching the show “Antiques Rodeo” aka "Antique Roadshow"
·         “sugar bugs poop on me teeth and eat the poop and then make the cavity!”

3/11/11-Olivia
·         Mommy: “Guess what?”
·         Liv:  “Mom, I don’t want to hear it!”
·         Mommy: “Olivia, Good job going potty and having no accidents today!”

·         Olivia:  “I don’t want to be talked to right now!  I just want to we weft awone!” (left alone)

Thursday, April 17, 2014

father's day 2013

since father's day is fastly approaching again, i need to get last year's photos on here.  somehow i missed an opportunity to get a picture with chris and the kids, or even with me!  we i got a great picture of him and his dad, his mom and dad and his sister chelsae, who made him some delicious brownies!




memorial day weekend with cousins.

now i'm going a little backwards here...

memorial day weekend we laid low and did what we did most of the year last year- house projects and yard work.  my cousins from montana had been down for the weekend camping in jackson and they invited us to meet up with them in ashton area for a picnic on their way home.  we found a great picnic spot along the warm river and had fun visiting and exploring.  we got to meet two new litte cousins, mariana (belonging to my cousins abe and sarah) and miella (belonging to my cousins alonzo and ashley).


my cousin ben fly-fishing in the river


zach and rajon had fun chasing each other around and playing "football"






i'm tired of packing and cleaning...let's reminisce about some summer fun from LAST year!

annual cousin week #1-
my sister-in-law nickie and i did a kid swap last summer, which we were hoping to make a yearly tradition....now they're moving to north dakota so we may have to figure out some logistical details!

i was able to go to girl's camp with my young women and paint our kitchen cabinets! of course the cousins love getting together too!

i took her three girlies for a week and we had as much fun as we could pack in! we got some slushies, took walks, went to a ward BBQ and swim party, play at parks, lots of dress-ups, movie nights and giggles.  i forgot my camera most of the time so i didn't get as many memories captured as i had planned.  these will have to do!

breakfast on my unfinished table-


playing at the park-

*chloe*

*evy*

one evening after chris got home from work we headed up to Blacktail Reservoir for a slightly windy evening playing and swimming at the beach.  my youngest niece, evy loved the sand!!  she sat and played and dug in the sand for about an hour
                                       







as we packed up the car the kids took turns rolling down the grassy hill.


left to right: zach, evy, lexi, brady, choe and liv


when we got home everyone got their brown bodies thrown in the tubby to wash sand 
out of hair and ears! (minus brady who has grown a little too old for this bath time tradition!)